That's all I remember, but the dream was incredibly peaceful and memorable to have my friends there again. (Ashley was always like that, nurturing and friendly). Ashley being the big sister I always needed. I start to cry and tell Ashley everything, and everything seemed like it used to be. She comes in and as we sit down on my bed (it's not even my house, it's a completely different house with me living with mom and Amy). So I get really upset that they don't want to hang out with me, and I end up going to my bedroom, upset because Amy's mad at me, and my two friends who I haven't seen in years don't want to see me.Īll of a sudden, Ashley (who was my bestest friend of all times as a child) came into my room, and suddenly we're older again. It's almost as though I realize that we are really 22 years old, and for some reason, are able to visit our past, and they are acting as though the future hasn't split us apart yet. I get really excited to see them, but they don't seem as thrilled. I come home to find my childhood best friends, Ashley and Noel over with their grandmother, like they used to when we were kids. So in this dream, I am 11 years old (though I feel like I do now, 22 years old).Īmy and I end up getting in this really huge fight (something to do with crawling across the street instead of walking like normal people do). I feel like a complete failure, so I fall to the stage, nearly crying, and everybody is just waiting, as I wallow in my failures. The techies run in and they try to fix it but they can't seem to do it. Finally her bit is done and she is on her way back to the stage, and she smiles at me so I feel a little better, until I press the off button on the slide button, and the whole projector goes off. I'm doing my best, but Mel C keeps looking back at me as though I'm not doing it right. I've been on stage for like ten minutes - so I have no idea what I'm doing.
Then there's this part of the concert where Mel C gets down into the audience and mouths the words to a passage that is on the slide projector, and I'm holding the thing that makes it go to the next slide. Within the flash of an eye, I'm suddenly on stage with the rest of them, completely confused, but I'm singing along with them, and having a great time. Ginger Spice is performing with them, and then all of a sudden, she is gone. So I am at a Spice Girls concert, watching from the front row. That's why this dream was so interesting, especially years later. Preamble: When I was a young teenager, my dream was to become the fifth Spice Girl after Ginger Spice left. (In reality, I don't think she really is with her home life, and it breaks my heart). Just so much weirdness, but it was so good, because the girl was happy. Another part, I wanted to buy a "Welcome Home" balloon for her. At one point, one of her friends was over and I was giving them options - I said after I was done work, they could either meet me at the church for JAYS later, or they could come with me, surf on the internet at my school for a bit while I got some work done, and then we could go out for dinner and go to the JAYS later.
I was sitting with her at one point, talking about what school she wants to go to in the fall. But parts of the dream were me saying I had to go to work but I would see her after work. Now, the dream was in parts - because in reality, my alarm clock kept going on and off and on and off again. Like I had adopted her! It seemed so natural that she was there. I dreamt that I woke up for work late and when I finally got upstairs, one of the girls from the JAYS (my youth group) was there and she was permanently there. Okay so last night I had the most amazing dream, but also sad at the same time, because it felt so real.
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